I’m like a child left in the wild, if you don’t know how to use something, you find your own way.

I spent two weeks in Ensenada, Baja California with my family and my brother's girlfriend. I had a blast exploring my mother's ranch, and the place where I grew up. I love going to the country side, and spending time with myself by reflecting on everything I left in the city at a slow pace. It's the perfect place to runaway to when you just want to get away from all the stress. I ended up doing a lot of hiking, and capturing the moments with the lens of my camera. 2012 was well spent. Can't wait to go back.

xoxo

If i complain about my loneliness and lack of self confidence i will gain the reassurance and approval of my internet peers leading to a life of prosperous social skills and many chances at legitimate human interaction.

She sounds like she has a speech impediment.

Love makes us vulnerable.

Love is not something you seek for but rather something you can't escape.

I’ve realized that Love is real but it’s not always beautiful.

We can’t really choose whom we fall in love with or why we love them but we do.Somethimes love is pain,sometimes it’s sacrifeces,sometimes tears,but it’s what makes us humans. You see it makes us feel alive, and it makes us feel on top of the word.Love is the only reason why I’m still here. When you really love something you never truly give up on it.

Everyone needs to hear someone say, “Nobody else will do. It has to be you,” sometime in their lives, even if it only happens once. Just once is enough. As long as you can feel sure those words were sincere, you can live through anything, no matter how painful.

— Kunihiko Ikuhara

What is necessary is never unwise.

Friends

I miss them so much and they know who they are.I need to make a better effort to spend time with them. No more lagging.

To feel about him the way he feels about me.

Dear Pat,

               I had a dream of you one night and it took me back to the time we spent together. Though I hadn't known you for long I felt so excited about you. I am sad that we had such a short time together. I don't remember anymore, it feels like it was such a long time ago. I did not love you, obviously you can't fall in love with a person you don't know, but I liked you and would have wanted to get to know you better. I loved that you would call me beautiful every time you laid eyes on me, and the way you would held my hand or would tighten it if I ever let go. You played the part of the boy with hugest crush so perfectly. In the end I hurt you although I didn't mean to. In the end I don't think I was ready and I don't think you were either. I know you're so sure of yourself that you were but you were not. I say this because while I was with you I felt unsure with myself. You should never get with an unsure heart. No matter how much I wanted to hold you, or place a kiss on your cheek I knew that I couldn't. Always follow your instincts I told myself the last time I got hurt. I know that I may not be good at showing my feelings the way you did, but I just want to say I liked you till the very end. I hope that when we get a bit older we'll be able to see each other again with open hearts. Who knows? Maybe we won't, for we are human and we change. I won't get my hopes up but I'll always keep you as an important person in my heart. I know that some of my close friends thought I was silly for even liking you to begin with. I don't think there's anything silly about liking someone. We're all different for we all like different things. I wish you the best and I hope you get serious about school. Don't change who you are but do better for yourself. My final and concluding thought is that I really wish that it wasn't for you the way it was for me. Because in that case it must have been bloody painful, and I really don't want you to have gone through all that. In the end I don't regret liking you, and I hope you feel the same way.

Sincerely,

              Jenny.